Poems for MySpace

I couldn’t trust myself,
to put the blade away
I couldn’t trust myself,
to keep my promises made
I couldn’t trust myself,
to stop pushing you away
I couldn’t trust myself,
to ever stop lying and stay
sane faking this smile
I couldn’t trust myself,
to say what’s on my mind
I couldn’t trust myself,
to behave and act kind
I couldn’t trust myself,
because I knew I would fail
My heart is shredding and being stabbed with nails
Because I broke my promise,
I broke it to you,
and a best friend
Now I have nowhere else to go,
and my heart cannot mend