I never meant to hurt you 0
I never meant to hurt you,
but in the end I knew I would
This is why I cant be trusted,
whether emotionally you think I could
I always knew I would mess this up,
the relationship, me and you
because my feelings wont erupt,
into words and when they do
Its always in anger or in fear,
and never in the way that is good
I wish to hold you close and near,
but I cant even though I should
I’m hiding again, from time to time,
I told you and myself I would stop
because its a devastation and a crime,
my heart is shattering and will drop
to the floor unable to be put back together,
I will try again to finally open up all of the way
because I prefer having you than rather,
spending each and eternal day
Alone and without you,
Id ask you to help me
but I am alone in this and prefer no clues,
even though I don’t deserve you