Poems for MySpace

I’d give anything to see the sun set on the horizon,
I’d do anything to gaze at a full moon in the night sky;
Even a rainbow would make me smile,
And I’d love to swim in crystal clear waters
Of an untouched sea;
Sometimes I’ll see a shooting star,
And try to gaze from afar,
All the diamonds in the night sky;
The mist on the mountains is breathtaking,
As is walking in rainforest;
To see cascading waterfalls I’d do anything for,
As to stand on the highest peak in the world,
And look at the sights below;
I’d love to soar on wings above the clouds,
Across the bluest skies;
I’d do anything to see
All the beautiful things in the world,
Like a red rose blooming in the Sahara,
Like a river twisting through a dusty land,
All the beautiful things in the world;

But I also know I am looking at
The world’s most beautiful creation,
Every time you smile,
And every time I look into your eyes.

You come outside
To view the faint sunset
Light bewildered by trees
Shines through quietly
You glide your soft auburn hair
Perched behind your ear
And in this moment I feel at home
Beneath the interior
You are my humble abode…
Your company is soothing
Calming and reassuring
Inside, the wind chimes ring
You saunter and my hearts sings
Bit by bit I begin to recognize
The enchanting glow in your subtle eyes
Hidden in all abstract paintings
It’s you; what all artists see
You are poetry…

If there’s one face I want to see,
so beautiful, so true,
one smile that makes a difference,
to everything I do.

If there’s one touch I long to feel,
one voice I long to hear,
whenever I am happy,
or just needing someone near.

If there’s one joy, one love,
from which I never want to part,
it’s you, my very special love,
my world, my life, my heart.

Your friendship and love,
And all the wonderful things
That they bring into my life,
Are like nothing else
I have ever known.

My heart is complete
With the love we share,
And our love grows more
Beautiful each day.

I love you,
And as long as we are together,
I have everything I need.

You are with me always…
In a smile, a memory, a feeling
Or a moment we share.

You will always be
My Forever Love

He holds my hand
Because he knows I’m afraid
Of ruining what we have
He tells me not to worry
Because nothing could ruin us
But I disagree
And tell him
That I’m a natural disater;
Prone to messing things up
And letting things go
He smiles
It’s okay
Because I love my natural disaster;
You my love
I love you;
My hurricane with feet
And I don’t care
If you are a hurricane
I just care
That I have you;
My natural disaster

I grew up wanting you around
You were no where to be found
I cried myself to sleep
Hoping you would of heard my cry
To come and comforted me throughout the night
And yet you did not come
I resented you all my life
But I realize people are not perfect
God forgave me
So I forgive you

If you love me
or if not!
If it’s none or quite a lot.
Remember this…
My heart you’ve got.
And,
I’m not gon’ leave you,
Alone.
That’s how it is when I give.
‘Cause I can not see you…
Or believe I could free you to be,
On your own alone.
Even if you disconnect your telephone!
Remember this…
My heart you’ve got.
If you love me or if not!
If it’s none or quite a lot.
I can not see you…
Or believe I could free you to be,
On your own…
Alone.
Even if you disconnect your telephone!
‘But dad,
Comeon.
I am in my 40’s.
One of us ‘eventually’ has to grow up! ‘
~I know!
But ‘why’ do you want to do this?
And,
Overnight! ~
‘Let go! ‘

Remember me? I am the one who loved you to death, I thought
I destroyed us last year, a battle lost and never fought
How do I stay alive now, without you day after day after day
Breathing and living, my heart beats without you in a lonely way
Our lives together, was life lived to the most
Now only faded dreams, dusty thoughts of a very dead ghost
Pondering thoughts of a vision of us coming together one more time
Praying, I talk to God and speak to you through secret rhyme
Are you happy with her, is she now your new life
Do you live free daily, soaring heights of ecstasy, with her as your wife
Is she the one who makes you smile and be so very proud
How do I get my answers without speaking to you aloud
I dream of you, I think of us, it is how I exist, it is how I make it through
Remembering the passion, love we made in all we would say and do
Day after day, all day long you are my thoughts, you are my mind
The death and sadness of our yesterdays, and the final end left behind
I miss you badly, so much so that I think it is killing me
Only when darkness sets in and I no longer see you, will I be set free

Up into the light, from the deepest of dark
I have emerged above with a single spark
Glowing I grow and continue to shine
Stronger I live, wishing you were still mine
Venturing everyday along reality’s twisted path
Harsh and painful is lonliness’s wrath
I have survived without you for the longest time
Held together in pieces, by fragments of rhyme
I search in all places for a glimpse of your face
I feel I am losing in this ‘finding you’ race
Daily I pray in different, honoring and loyal ways
Looking, searching and traveling in this ‘without you’ maze
How can I survive one more second of truly missing you
Outside I present myself as colorful, but inside I am so blue
Strong and courageous I go on, always reaching for the light
With demons and monsters I continously have to fight
I battle emotions and I am at war with my thoughts
How can I ever forget or ignore: little-bit, little-bit, lots…

love love
so romantic
love love
it spreads wildly
love love
across your heart
and in your soul
love love
were would we be without it
love oh love