Poems for MySpace

Claim me slowly
make me who you desire
enter into my essence
poison my security
turn me into a liar
Let me resist you
to find that place inside
hold me steady
my defiance longing
to consummate your pride
Crown me a strumpet
force me to obey
let pleasured hands
move upon the flesh
here where you lay
In this frantic dance
let me hunt you down
subjugate your body
bring you to paradise
as in lust we are bound
In waves of wicked fancy
steadfast in a hungry need
unified in flesh and motion
fueled and encouraged
upon the love in which we feed

Her long elegant fingers
as talons,
gently grip
the fruit
of her pleasure.
She bites
in to
the succulent flesh
and glides
her sensual
probing tongue
over moistened
red lips
and tastes
the remaining essence
of her feast.
And then
having devoured
all that she wants
she casts the core
away.
Satisfied for now
but only for now
she moves on,
knowing the hunger
will return
as it always does.

If we never reunite
If we never can say goodbye
When you cannot apologize
During the times there are tears in my eyes
Even if we cannot be together
Despite the fact that our love might be over
I don’t mind if you’ve moved on to another
But, please, forget me not
And all the laughs we’ve shared
The comfort we gave each other
The depth of understanding only we could fathom
The hopes and dreams we shared for the future
The satisfaction you gave me and the profound joy I gave you
The late night conversations
And each time we didn’t want to let go
The joy of always seeing each other again
And the pains of never knowing
If we ever would again
Although I will cry if our love will never be
My heart will, even worse, die
If, indeed, you forget me

why do i cry?
why do people lie?
why are these scars on my wrists?
why can’t me and happiness coexist?
i don’t know what to do!
it’s always goodbye, right when i say hello.
i can’t stand it anymore!
it seem as though happiness has become folklore.
i’m so alone.
i can’t do it on my own.
please help me!
hear my desperate plea!
i’m drowning in my pain.
my screaming is lost in the rain.
i fall to my knees
and i yell out, SOMEONE HELP ME PLEASE! !
i just want to know why i feel this way
each and every day.
please, i’m begging you.
do whatever you can do
to end my pain and misery.
please, set me free.
the tears are streaming,
as the ones i love are leaving
please.
help me.

You are good man
You make me laugh
You make me feel wanted
You give butterflies
You are so sweet
You are caring
You hold a great conversation
You put me before others
You take me out
You and I dance the night away
When people comment that we make a good couple
You don’t denied it
You even joke around about the idea of me someday being your wife
I don’t mind the comments at all
I am in love with you
And yet I am your bestfriend
Question: Who am I to you really?

I couldn’t trust myself,
to put the blade away
I couldn’t trust myself,
to keep my promises made
I couldn’t trust myself,
to stop pushing you away
I couldn’t trust myself,
to ever stop lying and stay
sane faking this smile
I couldn’t trust myself,
to say what’s on my mind
I couldn’t trust myself,
to behave and act kind
I couldn’t trust myself,
because I knew I would fail
My heart is shredding and being stabbed with nails
Because I broke my promise,
I broke it to you,
and a best friend
Now I have nowhere else to go,
and my heart cannot mend

Get up! get up! get up!
Don’t stay down, down, down!
Rise to your purpose
Stand up to your fears
Get up! Get up! Get Up!
Don’t give in, in, in!
Move forward and live your dreams
Face all opposition head on
Get up! Get up! Get up!
Don’t go back, back, back!
Look forward to great success
Forget you past failures
Get up! Get up! Get up!
Don’t let up, up, up!
You are a champion, you are a success!
Stay up! Stay up! Stay up!

Some have no idea they are loved unconditionally.
They perceive themselves to be the honey,
To an addicted bee.
And when that bee takes flight…
The one who believed the honey ‘had’ would last,
Discovers too late in a self reflection…
‘That’ bee was the only one,
Who could supply the honey preferred and liked.
To leave the one left for a taste for some.
When a craving missed…
Abandons a dismissed appetite.
And nothing done,
By those pretending to be ‘that’ bee…
Could come to satisfy like the one,
Who flew the hive!
After getting tired of being the one stung.
And what had been unconditional,
Is wished to return to quench the taste.
But the one who knows what it takes…
Can no longer waste what is made,
On anyone who believes…
They’ve got the only hive around.
And ‘that’ bee wont flee!

We’re in the station line up for something
It’s crowded like hell and nobody cares
About patience, about tolerance
Oh, they all vapor in hot air
They say I should keep move but they don’t give me a room
They keep pushing me back and front
And there’s little devil pop up in my head
Rebel, rebel, rebel
It’s enough!
I will say it clear, I will tell till you can hear
Why I should do what you want but you don’t
I can’t please everyone, I will stay if I want
No matter how hard I should stand my right
By the end you will learn not to ignore
We’re living in mechanical world
Everything out of system will be called junk
Even for a dream, even for change
They won’t believe if there isn’t a proof
They say I should have all but they surround me by wall
And there’s little devil pop up in my head
Rebel, rebel, rebel
Is that enough?
I will say it clear, I will tell till you can hear
Why I should corrupt my heart just to meet your standard
I can’t please everyone, I will do what I want
No matter how long I should fight
By the end you will accept my point
We’re too much having senseless war
They claim they who on the way
To give justice, to make promise
Damn, it’s just a lie as usual
They say they’re who right but they’re wasting my time
They keep covering up and up
And there’s little devil pop up in my head
Rebel, rebel, rebel
It’s really enough!
I will say it clear, I will tell till you can hear
Why I should follow this game when you order with power
I’ll stop you now, I’ll prove you wrong
No matter how hard reality is I will stand for peace
By the end you’ll not get anything worth over
We’re running out the world
Everything exploited till the limit
Only for money, only for greed
And anybody should pay for it
They say there’ll be better life but it’s only lullaby
They keep robbing my land and culture
And there’s little devil pop up in my head
Rebel, rebel, rebel
It’s better enough!
I will say it clear, I will tell till you can hear
Why I should suffer with your own doom
I’ll stop you now, there’s no other direction
No matter how long we must protect we should love more this earth
By the end our children could also feel that their home
is a beautiful place

There’s a boy with his fellow
I caught his eyes with a wander
Now the game has been played
Now you have been challenged
You better asked my name
Before anyone came
But you only stare, stare, stare
Like I annoy your safety ring
Like you can’t even think
You only stare, stare, stare
Like I lose you something
Something you can’t even win
There’s boy in the dance floor
I catch his eyes, he comes closer
Now the game is replayed
Now you better watch out
You better take me out
Before someone calls you coward
Cause you only stare, stare, stare
Like you never see me in dress
Like no one else who dares
You only stare, stare, stare
Like I steal you something
Something you can’t even think
There’s a boy in the park
He makes me catch his eyes
Now the game is forward
Now you don’t want to break up
You better have a word
Before you loose your hold
And you only stare, stare, stare
Like a puppy wants a bone
Like you’ll be lost if I’m gone
You only stare, stare, stare
Like I can give you something
Something you think you can’t win