Her long elegant fingers
as talons,
gently grip
the fruit
of her pleasure.
She bites
in to
the succulent flesh
and glides
her sensual
probing tongue
over moistened
red lips
and tastes
the remaining essence
of her feast.
And then
having devoured
all that she wants
she casts the core
away.
Satisfied for now
but only for now
she moves on,
knowing the hunger
will return
as it always does.
If you love me
or if not!
If it’s none or quite a lot.
Remember this…
My heart you’ve got.
And,
I’m not gon’ leave you,
Alone.
That’s how it is when I give.
‘Cause I can not see you…
Or believe I could free you to be,
On your own alone.
Even if you disconnect your telephone!
Remember this…
My heart you’ve got.
If you love me or if not!
If it’s none or quite a lot.
I can not see you…
Or believe I could free you to be,
On your own…
Alone.
Even if you disconnect your telephone!
‘But dad,
Comeon.
I am in my 40’s.
One of us ‘eventually’ has to grow up! ‘
~I know!
But ‘why’ do you want to do this?
And,
Overnight! ~
‘Let go! ‘
what are our children but a new way of life,
Every moment a question before we say good night.
They are helped into bed and tucked in tight,
We read them a story then we kiss them so light.
Then several years pass and they are so much taller,
You look to your daughter to tell her she has a caller.
She leaps from the sofa and slides across the floor,
Then she tells you don’t listen as she closes the door.
Your son comes down the stairs he looks like a drifter,
Wrinkled clothes that are to big and worn out slippers.
You shake your head and wonder about kids these days,
You laugh lightly thinking how you we’re the same in ways.
Time passes on by and they are now in there late teens,
Your daughter comes in with a friend dressed like queens.
May we use the car tonight we’re going to a party,
You tell her ok but 11 p.m and don’t you be tardy.
They leave for the evening and your mind is at ease,
Your mate walks up quietly and starts to be a tease.
It’s all good for the kids are out for the evening,
Your son comes home and shakes his head cool I’m leaving.
You both sit there and slightly chuckle at being caught,
But you still feel uncomfortable about what he sought.
Later in the night your daughter comes back home,
You look at the clock 10: 45 one down one still unknown.
Time passes by the clock moves so slow as they wait,
It’s now been two days they are worried about his fate.
The police we’re called they had placed the alerts,
He wore white sneakers old blue jeans and a blue shirt.
Another day comes and goes and they are scared with fear,
He is their only son and they hold him so loving and dear.
They wait and they cry another 2 days has passed on by,
Then the phone suddenly rings and they are scared to reply.
We have found your son he was located in Kansas city,
He went with some friends to there it’s all such a pity.
Tears fill there eyes again knowing there son is dead,
But the police officer says relax that is not what i said.
Your son is alright he is not dead he is in the county jail,
He would like for his family to please come and post his bail.
Your son was arrested for dealing dope on the streets,
To raise money for a girls problem let me be discreet.
She is pregnant and he claims to be the one to blame,
He was trying to raise the money to cover their shame.
An abortion was set to be done this last Monday,
But he got arrested late on the evening of Sunday
They thank the officer and slowly hang up the phone,
Not really sure now if they want him to come home.
But he is there son and he has made some huge mistakes,
They will leave in an hour to help the two whatever it takes.
I can not complete this i leave it open right here,
If this was you what would you do other than shed tears.
Mistakes can be made nobody is immune from all this,
Just try to help them with some love and a kiss.
If we never reunite
If we never can say goodbye
When you cannot apologize
During the times there are tears in my eyes
Even if we cannot be together
Despite the fact that our love might be over
I don’t mind if you’ve moved on to another
But, please, forget me not
And all the laughs we’ve shared
The comfort we gave each other
The depth of understanding only we could fathom
The hopes and dreams we shared for the future
The satisfaction you gave me and the profound joy I gave you
The late night conversations
And each time we didn’t want to let go
The joy of always seeing each other again
And the pains of never knowing
If we ever would again
Although I will cry if our love will never be
My heart will, even worse, die
If, indeed, you forget me
why do i cry?
why do people lie?
why are these scars on my wrists?
why can’t me and happiness coexist?
i don’t know what to do!
it’s always goodbye, right when i say hello.
i can’t stand it anymore!
it seem as though happiness has become folklore.
i’m so alone.
i can’t do it on my own.
please help me!
hear my desperate plea!
i’m drowning in my pain.
my screaming is lost in the rain.
i fall to my knees
and i yell out, SOMEONE HELP ME PLEASE! !
i just want to know why i feel this way
each and every day.
please, i’m begging you.
do whatever you can do
to end my pain and misery.
please, set me free.
the tears are streaming,
as the ones i love are leaving
please.
help me.
You are good man
You make me laugh
You make me feel wanted
You give butterflies
You are so sweet
You are caring
You hold a great conversation
You put me before others
You take me out
You and I dance the night away
When people comment that we make a good couple
You don’t denied it
You even joke around about the idea of me someday being your wife
I don’t mind the comments at all
I am in love with you
And yet I am your bestfriend
Question: Who am I to you really?
We could have flown
together
as in a dream
A leap of faith
from the sheer cliffs
of uncertainty
As one – but two
we would have soared
over snow capped mountains
through forests
of colour and wonderment
and skimmed the lake
of the Black Swan of Desire.
Bringing light and joy
to that desolate place
Released from the tether
of inhibition and expectation
our Souls could have
reached for the sky and touched
the stars of a winters night
And if then
we plummeted
to the eternal death
and life
of the mundane
Would it have
mattered?
For a time
we would have
madly
escaped
the sanity
of an insane world
For a time
our reality
would have been created
by the gods
of our dreams and desires
And so
if we plunged
into an oblivion
of our choosing
would it then have mattered?
I couldn’t trust myself,
to put the blade away
I couldn’t trust myself,
to keep my promises made
I couldn’t trust myself,
to stop pushing you away
I couldn’t trust myself,
to ever stop lying and stay
sane faking this smile
I couldn’t trust myself,
to say what’s on my mind
I couldn’t trust myself,
to behave and act kind
I couldn’t trust myself,
because I knew I would fail
My heart is shredding and being stabbed with nails
Because I broke my promise,
I broke it to you,
and a best friend
Now I have nowhere else to go,
and my heart cannot mend
Remember me? I am the one who loved you to death, I thought
I destroyed us last year, a battle lost and never fought
How do I stay alive now, without you day after day after day
Breathing and living, my heart beats without you in a lonely way
Our lives together, was life lived to the most
Now only faded dreams, dusty thoughts of a very dead ghost
Pondering thoughts of a vision of us coming together one more time
Praying, I talk to God and speak to you through secret rhyme
Are you happy with her, is she now your new life
Do you live free daily, soaring heights of ecstasy, with her as your wife
Is she the one who makes you smile and be so very proud
How do I get my answers without speaking to you aloud
I dream of you, I think of us, it is how I exist, it is how I make it through
Remembering the passion, love we made in all we would say and do
Day after day, all day long you are my thoughts, you are my mind
The death and sadness of our yesterdays, and the final end left behind
I miss you badly, so much so that I think it is killing me
Only when darkness sets in and I no longer see you, will I be set free
So what’s up? Santa Claus!
Are your reindeer in gear?
Are you ready to kick off the holiday season?
I hear you only come once a year.
And that’s down the chimney.
Ho! Ho! Ho!
I hear you threw out them ole rubbers.
Them ole galoshers, must of been hurting your feet.
Ho! Ho! Ho! Santa Claus!
What’s up?
When your reindeer fly down, and land on my rooftop.
That really thrills me!
And when them sleigh bells go, ring-a-ling-a-ling..
That really brightens up my Christmas.
So what’s up? Santa Claus!
Are you ready for the New Years?
I’ll bet you ole Rudolf’s nose is shining bright.
Right this moment.
What’s next on your Christmas list?
Maybe our house?
Don’t forget to turn the lights out..
Ho! Ho! Ho!
What’s up? Santa Claus!
What’s up?