Archive November 2009

The World’s Most Beautiful 0

Nov21

I’d give anything to see the sun set on the horizon,
I’d do anything to gaze at a full moon in the night sky;
Even a rainbow would make me smile,
And I’d love to swim in crystal clear waters
Of an untouched sea;
Sometimes I’ll see a shooting star,
And try to gaze from afar,
All the diamonds in the night sky;
The mist on the mountains is breathtaking,
As is walking in rainforest;
To see cascading waterfalls I’d do anything for,
As to stand on the highest peak in the world,
And look at the sights below;
I’d love to soar on wings above the clouds,
Across the bluest skies;
I’d do anything to see
All the beautiful things in the world,
Like a red rose blooming in the Sahara,
Like a river twisting through a dusty land,
All the beautiful things in the world;

But I also know I am looking at
The world’s most beautiful creation,
Every time you smile,
And every time I look into your eyes.

You Are Poetry 0

Nov21

You come outside
To view the faint sunset
Light bewildered by trees
Shines through quietly
You glide your soft auburn hair
Perched behind your ear
And in this moment I feel at home
Beneath the interior
You are my humble abode…
Your company is soothing
Calming and reassuring
Inside, the wind chimes ring
You saunter and my hearts sings
Bit by bit I begin to recognize
The enchanting glow in your subtle eyes
Hidden in all abstract paintings
It’s you; what all artists see
You are poetry…

Constant Thunder 0

Nov21

I was once lost in darkness,
A wandering nomadic fool,
Teetering on the edge of reason,
About to plunge into the abyss,
Then a light shone down,
Lifted me out of darkness,
Touched my soul with grace,
And beat love into my heart,
That was when I met you,
My loving wife,
For so long now you
Have continued to save me,
Day after day,
You gave me the reason to be,
To live and to feel love,
To go on and find my dreams,
As long as you were there,
I just wanted to let you know,
That I could never fully express
How much I feel for you,
When I love you
Seems so simple,
How can you put into words
The power of desire I have for you,
Pray to God,
Channel the muse,
And let my fingers type the words,
My heart beats because of you,
My soul is bright and alive,
Because of you,
And even when the trails of today
Seem to distract me,
My love is always devoted to you,
It is eternal within my heart,
Like a constant thunder in my soul.

If There’s 0

Nov21

If there’s one face I want to see,
so beautiful, so true,
one smile that makes a difference,
to everything I do.

If there’s one touch I long to feel,
one voice I long to hear,
whenever I am happy,
or just needing someone near.

If there’s one joy, one love,
from which I never want to part,
it’s you, my very special love,
my world, my life, my heart.

You Are My Forever Love 0

Nov21

Your friendship and love,
And all the wonderful things
That they bring into my life,
Are like nothing else
I have ever known.

My heart is complete
With the love we share,
And our love grows more
Beautiful each day.

I love you,
And as long as we are together,
I have everything I need.

You are with me always…
In a smile, a memory, a feeling
Or a moment we share.

You will always be
My Forever Love

Natural Disaster 0

Nov15

He holds my hand
Because he knows I’m afraid
Of ruining what we have
He tells me not to worry
Because nothing could ruin us
But I disagree
And tell him
That I’m a natural disater;
Prone to messing things up
And letting things go
He smiles
It’s okay
Because I love my natural disaster;
You my love
I love you;
My hurricane with feet
And I don’t care
If you are a hurricane
I just care
That I have you;
My natural disaster

nightmare in neo city 0

Nov15

the air was cold and the weather was harsh, and a man several feet in front of me seemed to vanish in the storm, the streets were flooded and there was an eerie silence that carried on throughout the night, i continued walking through the city, until i reached the gates, i stopped and looked round, no guards maning the gates, and they were creaked open, i pulled a bit on the gate until it popped open enpugh for me to squeeze through, and i walked in the storm until i noticed the old mansion on the outskirts of the city, the mansion was unihabitable and almost torn down over the years, its old wood exterrior and design was obsolete to the new buldings, but there was also another old house around he outside of the city but it was habitable the poor folk would gather their under such storms, and also within the mansion, many things occured within the mansion benevolent and sinful, but the city never demolished it, I continued toward the mansion in hope someone may be there i felt awfully lonely in the storm, not that i minded being alone, its the silence that bothers me, i need to hear something or I may go mad, i entered the mansion to be greeted by a horrific sight, their were people crowded together in the corner shaking in fear, one lay with a gash on his head, he was dying and in a daze, the people looked to me, with fear not sayin a word.
‘what happened here? ‘
not one answered but became even more startled and fearfull
‘whats wrong with you people? ‘
then in the corner of my eye i saw a figure in water outside the window, i didnt look human, nor animal.
but the moment i noticed it it vanished in the storm.
the people saw it too, they huddled together tighter then ever.
‘what was that…? ‘
i knew i wouldnt recieve an answer but i asked anyway
but then i learned as a puddle in the room turned into the shape of a man and rose to 7ft, it appeared to be a…. werewolf?
it looked to the men in the corner and it growled then i looked to me, and seemed to smile
it grunted and ran towards me.
i was startled and drew my blade, and let out a yell and sliced through the beast it vaporized at the touch of my blade.
i resheathed my blade when i noticed the puddle at my feet and a mighty to my back, i flew into the corner with the others and another man appeared laughing manically
‘you fool, you cannot hope to defeat that of which is not of your world’
i looked up to the mans face, and i noticed his voice, he was a dear friend of mine.
‘whats going on? ‘
‘my gathering’
‘gathering? ‘
‘yes, see i lived in this world long enough and some friends have come to help me return to mine’
‘what are you talking about, have you lost your mind? , you were born here, we grew up together dumbnut! ! ! ‘
he laughs
’shows what you know, i wanted to see this world and all it could be and now i’ve grown tired of it and desire to head home, but in order to do that i need the blood of the innocent, but it just so happens in neither of these worlds their are no more innocent people, so ill have to settle for the blood of the inhabitants of this city, be happy, i saved you people for last, you are the only ones who have survived my onslaught.’
i was shocked
‘you lie you crazy….’
and his little demon buddy clubbed me in the head.
and i was dazed for a moment but i saw the sun rise and the creature and the man i had known disappear into the shadows.
then i fall unconcious and awake alone again with an eerie silence.
i walked outside in the scorching sun to see my home barren and deserted, and the once rich earth turned to barren wasteland, thge city wall still stood i ran to its borders and climbed the wall, to bear witness to another sight of grief and sorrow.
the city walls had held in the storm and the city turned into a bowl flooded by water, and within the water i saw horrible creatures sorts of giant fish with razor teeth and demon eyes, almost like giant pirahnas.
one noticed me and actually smiled and crashed into the wall knocking me into the water.
i opened my eyes just in time to brace the fishes teeth before they pierced through me, i had my feet possed on his jaw and my arms restraining his mouth from closing, but immediatly i grew fatigued and i was losing the breathe in my lungs by each second, then another fish came along noticing the struggle he came rushing towards me with his mouth wide open, i leaped outta the other fishes mouth in time for the other fish to bite the other and for the fish’s jaws to close on the attacking fish, i saw through a sign while another fish attacked me and i got stuck in the sign, then i swam to the wall and climbed to the top and immediatly jumped to the bottom.
i landed on my stomach on the other side, exhausted by my ordeal i lay there gasping for air, when the fish bursts through the wall landing next to and flooding the field with water, and i glide with the water until i hit the side of the other abandoned house.
i lay there barely concious and barely alive when a man approaches me.
‘you cant seem to keep yourself outta trouble can ya, boy’
i gasp for air and barely sayin
‘nah…..it just…has a habit of finding me’
the man laughs
‘yea, i see that the little devil boy has left you alive, and good news, cheif, you aint the only one’
the man points to a rag-tag group of the survivors armed with various weapons.
‘who are you….? ‘
he laughs again
‘im a gift from god what bout you, son? ‘
‘my name is forgotten, not even i remember it’
‘well mr.no-name, i am Dutch, and what you see before you is the survivors’
‘well i do know one thing, the devil is gonna go back to hell, tonight! ! ‘
‘yea only one problem, son, we cant defeat these things cause they arent from this world’
i laugh at the man
‘well they can defeat us and we arent of their world’
‘well put’
‘its either we try tonight or we all die’
‘alright, boy get yourself dried off and get some weapons’
‘i walk a different path from guns, sir’
‘well do what you gotta do’
we wait in the house until night arrives and the storm arrives and the silence continues.
until my friend arrives.
he stands in the field laughing and i leap from my cover and rush him his demons attack me and i counter them whilst i continue to run, he draws his blade and i leap and slam on his blade with my own, and then spin into a side attack in which he deflects and i continue to attack until my energy is sent and i can no longer lift my blade and he without a scratch comes forward to me.
i pant for i am exhausted and he lifts his blade above my head
‘i told you, you cannot defeat what is not of your world’
‘yea which means you cant kill me’
‘oh yea i forgot to meantion both worlds are mine! ! ! ! ‘
he begins his strife aimed for my head when dutch shots a bullet into his forhead, he flings back but lands on his feet, and he yells in pain.
‘aghhhh! ! ! , you redneck fool i shall make you pay for this! ! ! ! ‘
‘likewise friend’
and dutch releases another shoot into his chest
he stumbles back
he begins to bleed from his mouth and gasp for air
‘kill…them…’
he vanishes as dutch fires another shot for his heart, and his demons surrond us.
‘now heres what im talking bout, a full on assault, lets go! ! ! ! ‘
dutch drops his rifle and grabs his hammer and bursts through a group of demons.
‘well i better get in on some action too’ i thought to myself
while i slash through the demons turning them back into the puddles but then they continue to appear
dutch and I continue to fight them while the others fire at them from the house
‘dutch! ! ! , we need to burn the water! ! ! ‘
‘Burn? ! ? ! ? ‘
‘physical attacks wont hurt them but if we combine a flammable supstace in the water we can burn em! ! ! ! ‘
‘great now ya tell me’
dutch takes his whiskey flask and takes a swig and spits it into his lighter towards a demon, and the demon screams and evaportes into the air.
dutch tosses me a bottle of whiskey and a lighter
‘i was savin this for a celebration but now seems like a good time’
he laughs and we continue to set the demons on fire
‘now we have one more demon to exercise’
‘no this is my task alone, dutch i must do it’
‘aright, if your sure’
‘positive now go get some more whiskey and prepare a celebration for me’
we laugh and then dutch puts out his hand and i shake it
’see you soon, take care of the devil for me’
‘consider it done’
i walk into the city and i find him hiding in the church.
’so you defeated my demons, you wont defeat me! ! ! ‘
he rushes toward me and slices me in half and i fade into a puddle
‘on the contrary i already have’
and i rush up from behind the altar and pierce my blade through his heart
‘aghghhgh! ! ! ! , how can this be…., i am not of your…..world….’
‘that is why you have failed, you cannot walk in anothers world and deify their laws, and you have deified the laws and justice has been done upon you’
his body turns to ash as i pull back my blade
then i lay on the ground and fall into a deep sleep and awake in another world.

I Forgive You 0

Nov15

I grew up wanting you around
You were no where to be found
I cried myself to sleep
Hoping you would of heard my cry
To come and comforted me throughout the night
And yet you did not come
I resented you all my life
But I realize people are not perfect
God forgave me
So I forgive you

Begging 0

Nov15

Claim me slowly
make me who you desire
enter into my essence
poison my security
turn me into a liar
Let me resist you
to find that place inside
hold me steady
my defiance longing
to consummate your pride
Crown me a strumpet
force me to obey
let pleasured hands
move upon the flesh
here where you lay
In this frantic dance
let me hunt you down
subjugate your body
bring you to paradise
as in lust we are bound
In waves of wicked fancy
steadfast in a hungry need
unified in flesh and motion
fueled and encouraged
upon the love in which we feed

I never meant to hurt you 0

Nov15

I never meant to hurt you,
but in the end I knew I would
This is why I cant be trusted,
whether emotionally you think I could
I always knew I would mess this up,
the relationship, me and you
because my feelings wont erupt,
into words and when they do
Its always in anger or in fear,
and never in the way that is good
I wish to hold you close and near,
but I cant even though I should
I’m hiding again, from time to time,
I told you and myself I would stop
because its a devastation and a crime,
my heart is shattering and will drop
to the floor unable to be put back together,
I will try again to finally open up all of the way
because I prefer having you than rather,
spending each and eternal day
Alone and without you,
Id ask you to help me
but I am alone in this and prefer no clues,
even though I don’t deserve you